Monday, January 21, 2008
i wanted to complain & blog about somthing, but nw th feeling & urge for it has gone, completely gone. o wells. it's good i guess, shows i'm not so..... mmm, wht's th word? emo? braggy?
i'm in control of muhself bebeh!!
actually i was alredy tearing aft i stepped into th house just not too long ago. it was such a weird feeling. i didn't feel it coming at all. i just suddenly started to tear. but then i got th better of myself & stopped befor i cld start bawling or crying my heart out. aft all i didn't even know th reason i was feeling tht way!!
pagal! détraqué! verrückt! gila! mad!
mother's been giving me th silent treatment for a few days nw, & i don't even rmb wht i did to deserve tht!! typical bad child. *sighs...... =(
it's a sad thing though. i feel sad. it feels sad. i'm so sad. but mother's probably feeling sadder. =(
somone & i went to meet a friend frm sp.
he looks so much like a nerd then we find out he actually drinks, smokes, .....
yep! looks cn be deceiving!! but yea he's a nice guy.
hell~ he treated pp to eat in a pricey restaurant!!!? madness. i cn't believe he really agreed to it & pp didn't need to spend a single cent! insanity ok. i feel so...in debt gitu.
well maybe i deserve it. karma or somthing or somthing. hahhahahaaaa......
i cn't believe she went out with a guy whose ex-gf is her now-ex-boyfi's gf !!!!
gila! so much nonsense.
& i spent th whole of last night coughing & coughing my throat out. i didn't sleep much in th end. i forgot hw exhausting it feels whn you fall sick. so i went to see a doc.. blablablaa.... doc suggest i chnge my bedsheets. =( feel so paisey !
i'm going to blow my nose now.
picture that!!
6:57 pm and hani went off; embarrassed .
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