Friday, August 29, 2008
pu2 promotional exams 're coming, & i'm afraid; of th results tht i would achieve.
ok, ridiculous, b'cos i hvn't even sat for th papers yet.
but... it feels unusual; i've been in this exact situation last yr, & i really mean exact.
& i just cn't afford th result to turn out to be exactly th same; as tht of last yr.
so shut up & do wht you need to do, boh!
i have found many reasons for me to truly learn how to counsel people.
i'm excited & looking forward to fasting month! only a few more days to go =D
cn't wait to solat terawih with people as frequent as possible - i think it's great tht promotionals 're during this yr's fasting month.
i must & will change.
5:51 pm and hani went off; embarrassed .
Sunday, August 24, 2008
friday evening was random...
for th 1st time i went to mediacorp! to watch a live broadcasting of suriachannel's weekly episode of "fyi". hmm... pretty small audience - & apparently my face (my friend's too) was broadcasted for, like, 4 times throughout th episode! arr... paisey to th max can! & befor th whole episode even ended, my friend & i alredy received smses frm pp saying they saw us live on tv! =X err.. okayy.. i'll wear a paperbag over my head th next time. <<--- whtever!
ATTENTION: ACHIEVEMENT AS OF THIS MORNING!!!!
for th first time ever, i completed a continuous 6k run! hahaa...
i participated in the SAFRA S'pore Bay Run & Army Half Marathon this morn - i don't rmb having participated in any other marathon before - perhaps there was one, but cn't quite recall so, i'll treat it as this being my 1st real marathon ever! haha!
hmm...i have to congratulate myself for really not walking at all throughout th marathon; & well in th first place, it's a short distance for a marathon, but it's a big deal to me ok!
seeing as i'm not thaaaat fit or healthy a person... ^_<
- oh! oh! & when walking to esplanade before th marathon, th whole lot of participants, including jess & myself, passed by HMV... & jess said to me: if we invert th V & put it in front, it'll becom........AMH - ArmyHalfMarathon!!! =D cool right cool right?? hahahaa...! (=
... i'm back to where i was this time last yr..
i've been consuming donut factory products - uh oh - notagoodidea hanisah STOOOPPP...!!
H2 POA & H1 Math are my (only) fortes
I AM THE PROCRASTINATOR
9:46 pm and hani went off; embarrassed .
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
the feeling today... it is like..distancing... this thing... hmm...
i wish i could have a peek at the thing that i'm helplessly not allowed to know.. go wonder what the thing is..
there are moments when i have doubts in myself when it comes to being a friend.. a real friend.. to whomever(but ___)..
i wish there was a guidebook or somthing..
i'm having difficulties trying..
help me understand..
__.sad emotions..
& then these moments will leave me wanting to give up
7:59 pm and hani went off; embarrassed .
Sunday, August 03, 2008
i feel like building an airtight container. tht wld fit into a basic master bedroom. tht cld function like a super mini mini mini room.
to be used as a "smoker's room".
so whenever somone "needs" to smoke, he/she/he cld simply enter th room, & smoke th damned cigarette, & THEN get out. so no one wld be affected by th frcking smoke.
great idea, no?? :D
it would make a fantastic birthday gift for my father, wldn't it- ^_<
4:48 pm and hani went off; embarrassed .
i'm just jealous... i think i'm feeling wht ashley felt...
i don't want to be attracted to him.. but OFCOURSE ialredyamattractedtohim, wht'm i talking 'bout..
- i don't want to be attracted to him.. don't want... ashley knows why... so if you so really want to kno, don't ask me, ask her... ^_<...
BUT SHE WON'T TELL YOU. b'cos i just said so. (:
i hate feeling 'it' when he's around.. 'it' being somthing not very nice..
no, i won't be affected by such an attractive soul in my life.. [oh who'm i kidding.]
i'm supposed to be focusing on my studies, on my priorities, not on anything else, not even fantasies....no.....!
not even hope.
HOPE WOULD ONLY LEAD TO DISAPPOINTMENT --- wwl
by th way peoples; i'm no longer wardrobe-less. hahha. itis th reason i was so tired. *sighs..
2:07 pm and hani went off; embarrassed .
i need a lot of character development.
[you ask:"why? 'cos you lack character?"] -_-"'
friday was super fun. after gym training, we db people, i.e. me, jess, maisha, faris, wei chiong, & yong sheng, all headed to wc. just for fun. nyahahha.
we ate mcd's on Tug-Of-War platform. we had "sandbites" on our skin hahha.
then we played like th kids we were. spiderweb, flyingfox & all o' tht.
hmm... halfway thru, yong sheng had to leave for tuition @ yishun. [him being th tutor, not th student :D] so, too bad, too sad. ):
then we played th spinning things. i swear i was super insecure though it wasn't being spinned th way faris spinned it when jess was on it. *teow... so lousy, i know, :$
then after et ceter et cetera, it got dark, & we laid on th ropes as though it was a huge hammock. & just stared at th clear blue sky..... & thheennn......... *GASP!
WE SAW A UFO!!!!! OH-AM-GEE!!!!!
no, really really. i'm not bluffing, honest!
well, i'm sure most of my audience aren't tht easily tricked. so, FINE.
tht was just wei chiong's claim th whole time; tht it was a UFO! :D
it was, as you might hv expected me to say, only tht remote-controlled blinking kite thingy tht som idiot invented som time ago, & somone was playng with it tht night, until it was pretty high up in th sky, & b'cos of him, our dear wei chiong almost contacted th authorities! :D
nah, just kidding.
well alota things happened too, but basically we had a blast, just th 6 of us.
we're planning a db outing next friday to Seoul Garden!
right after BeYourselfDay @MI.
of course, we're taking th student lunch thingy, hahha.
& this time ther shld b more db people. & i hope we hv fun again.
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oh.. i brought home our team bottle tht night. i was supposed to bring it to db paddling training th next day, i.e. yesterday.
but... i woke up so late! =( da-ang, i feel so bad, i'm just sorry, i don't even kno whether pp 're annoyed at me, OR if they don't really care, OR if they just won't want to trust me ever?
i didn't sleep on thurs night, at all, really, & fri night i only slept at close to 3AM 'cos i had too many things to settle befor i could really sleep. & i was so exhausted even as i was doing those things.
*sighs.. i shldn't let my fatigue accumulate like tht, especially th night before db paddling training!! until i cldn't even hear th alarm! *sighs..
hmm.. i'm having more difficulties trying to juggle th work & activities in my life.. i hv much stuff tht i'm expected to deal with at home during weekends.. & i hv my many school stuff.. & i hvn't even started revision for promos!!
SHIT man.. wht is this.. cn't handle.. so how'm i supposed to hv time for 'family gathering'(s) anyw..?
wish i had a maid; or even a housekeeper!
honestly, i detest th existence of such men in th house i'm living in. they urge me to stereotype all men to be lik them.
1:52 pm and hani went off; embarrassed .
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