Monday, May 12, 2008
ahh... so many thoughts going through my mind, i might as well say "MUCH" thoughts instead of "many"...
there're so many matters i expect myself to live up to...
but i never really think of the way(s) for me to make sure that i actually reALLy will get those things done...
pretty dumb. expect it. BUT don't plan it, what more IMPLEMENT it.
like whuuuut!
i have been living my days as they come... & i simply do things as the need for them arises...
but every moment that i'm on my own, like when i'm on a bus ride... or when i'm lying in my room... or whenever else... i'd catch myself thinking about my life as a whole
i'll start thinking why the fish 'm i like this, when i KNOW what i really want to be...?
why the fish can't i work towards what i want...?
no-bloody-body is forcing/influencing/making me want what i want... it makes perfect sense that when people want something, they make sure they get it
why don't that work for me?
i mean. ain't that always the case?
i have to admit something. i have aaaaalllllllllways been having this LOUSY disease of LAZINESS. URGH. it's the most disgusting disease of all time.
what's stupid is. IT HAS A CURE. but I REFUSE TO CURE IT!
well. that's what my actions seem to demonstrate.
ew. bodoh!
ENGKAULAH MANUSIA YANG PALING RUGI NURHANISAH!!!
oh yea that's right. go ahead. keep scolding yourself here.
you're not gonna do anything 'bout it after this anyway, are you.
^_< ---THE LOSER
7:26 pm and hani went off; embarrassed .
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