mikio:
Sheila su got text you? They didn't text me. Tot they wld say Raya sorry etc.

stitch:
they didn't text me. i felt lik you feel too. i tergerak hati (had an impulse) & texted su. didn't tergerak hati ('have an impulse') to text sheil. of all th hari raya msg's i sent pp, th one to su was longest. so much for tht; malangnya (unfortunately) she didn't reply.
dlm hatiku: "aPA ni!" (in my heart: "whAT'S this!")
lol. hampa (disappointed), & unhappy.

stitch:
(..irrelevants..) ..so i sent th following..
"..sempena bulan syawal ini, ku disini ingin memberi ucapan, selamat hari raya aidilfitri.. & ku mengambil kesempatan ini utk memohon maaf zahir & juge batin ye.. ape2 kelakuan/kata2 ku yg menyinggung perasaan, yg menyusahkan, yg menimbulkan perasaan marah dsb. .. byk2 maaf dipinta..harap dimaafkan.. ibarat pepatah, buang yg keruh, ambillah yg jernih.. (:.. semoga sihat wal-afiat, senang2 & happy2 selalu...!
dgn penuh ikhlas,
hanisah."
th lack of reply; it's just too much. tnk minte maaf, ok uh, tkpe. tpi tk reply tu, tkde maafkan pe? Tuhan saje yg tau, dok, whtever's gg on here. lik i said; hampa, & unhappy.
("..in this month of Shawal, i'd like to wish you selamat hari raya aidilfitri.. & i tke this opportunity to apologise, for zahir as well as batin ya.. whtever actions/words of mine tht have offended feelings, have caused burden, or anger, et cetera.. many2 forgiveness i seek.. pls do pardon me.. like th saying, let go of 'the turbid', & embrace 'the clear'.. (:.. may you be healthy wal afiat, stay happy always...!
sincerely,
hanisah."
th lack of reply; it's just too much. don't wana (typically) ask for forgiveness, ok uh, nvm tht. but nv reply, nv forgive isit? only God knows, man, whtever's gg on here. lik i said; disappointed, & unhappy.)

stitch:
& i feel lik, wht's this!?
hv i been wrong to bother making th 1st move EVery time??????? klu ku ikutkan bisikan setan, ku dah start maki-ing around dah...haaahha! i mean, frust beb, frust!! toltak toltak?? (if i followed devils' whispers, i'd already've started cursing around, already...haaahha! i mean, frust, babe, frust!! correct correct??)

mikio:
HAHA. What a joke. Here you are tryin to make an effort and yet nothing. Hmmm. You think that's her no? Skali its like a prank to get us off her life.

stitch:
wallahu a'lam bi ssawab. (God knows what is right)
if tht were to be th case, i've got nothing to say.
it'll be super childish of her. mcm (like) suit her size uh konon. ^_^
but we don't kno wht's really th case. will we ever know? *shrugs*
but thn, at least, frm nw on, i cn look back & say, "i've tried" - as opposed to being filled w thoughts of "should have's".
kn? (right?)
tht's about th only +ve tht i cn desperately grab onto frm all this nonsens...

mikio:
We're too nice. We really should just heck care and move on. We're wishing hoping grasping to something that's not there. Sigh. But i still would like to know why su ignore totally. Like what's her problem.

stitch:
precisely luhh beb!! i cn so move on; but tht part, bout not knowing wht exactly's gg on over tht side, bout being in th dark, just about devastates me.
well, us, for tht matter.
& just whn i'd decided to let go of tht blog entry draft, nw it seems tht i'm just gona lengthen it a lil bit mor, lol.
& this time, i shall rEAlly publish then text her to go read it.

mikio:
HAHA. Text sheila too so she'll tell su, in case su no is a fake. Let the war begin. Keke. :)

stitch:
lol! war seh. lol. sighs...apeeee sudah jadi ye..(whaaaat has happened ya..) hmmm..we shall find out - INsya-Allah... (God willing...)